Why must it be so hard for me to get over you. Everytime I think its a done deal you just pull me back in and the cycle just begins all over again. How I hate that I love you so fucking much. Thinking about you makes me so angry. It jus breaks my heart how someone like you keeps me so attached. I hate that dumbass smile on your face, those stupid eyes that gets me smiling, those kisses that gets me weak, all the bullshit ass tears you would shed. I can’t even fathom how after all these years, after all the drama, all the bullshit you drag me through, I’m still here cheering your bitchass on. How I hate it so much. I love you so much, I can’t help but hate every second of it.